Holy shit...

So, I'm home, moved back, working back at PC all that fun stuff.

Went to Dave Matthews this weekend, which was an amazing time with some great friends.

I've also been really really lonely and sad and mopey when I've been around the house.

I think I just had a major epiphany...

I need to stop smoking weed...

I kind of had ideas about this before, but I kind of just had one of those flashes where you see a whole bunch of your past in scenes. Women, sports, intelligence/schooling, work... everything I did was better before I smoked. I was more committed to things, I showed promise, I got cute girlfriends, I kicked ass at sports and I liked myself.

So yea, that all just came to me in a flash and I had to get it down.

So I guess Friday won't be my last ciggarette smoking day, it'll be my last smoking period day I hope.

I may as well give it a shot right?