Feeling weird...

I am gonna be home soon! Woot!!!

There's my requisite excitement for the day.

So, update in the worlds I'm interested in. My LA Dodgers are still racking up impressive wins, and lead the league with a 31-15 mark through today (May 26th, 2009 for those not counting). The best part of this season has been the teams ability to deal with adversity. Even with dumb dumb Manny out, the Dodgers are still getting good performances from the pitching staff and each and every position player, starter or bench player. The big key has been Juan Pierre (taking over for Manny in LF) and his close to .400 average since Manny has been out of the lineup. What makes this team scary is, if they're doing this well without the Man-Ram, how will anyone beat them once he gets his bat back in the lineup?

Now, to address the title. Today I feel off. I don't feel sad, or upset, nothing like that. I suppose I do feel a tinge of loneliness, but not in the same way I usually do. I usually get all "hurr girls hate me hurr" whenever I feel any sort of lonely come along, but today (first time I've cared in a while) I just feel like, now that I'm finally starting to be myself again, and I do know I can get women, where is the one that's supposed to knock me on my ass and impress the shit outta me? Well, maybe not literally, that would be a bit on the disgusting side, but the point remains. I've met a couple of really cool women lately, and it's certainly helped reaffirm what I've been trying to accomplish with feeling better about myself.

There's another reason I can't wait to get back home, besides my family and friends, is starting to work out, and get my black belt in TKD this fall. I can almost see myself, weighing 220 or so and being a brick shithouse. I have plenty of natural athletic ability, I think that if I can get into good shape, not only could I compete and win as a black belt sparrer, but get back on the diamond and play a couple more years of baseball at 27 or so years old.

Anyway, that's the big deal, I hadn't updated in a while and felt like I should at least make an appearance.

Till next time,

P